hEavEn-in-lOvE

2008-10-25T02:56:00.000+08:00

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻我像气氛纯白的白鸽甜蜜散落了继续莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了时间过了走了爱情面临选择你冷了倦了我哭了一开始都不快乐你用卡片纸写着有些爱只给到这真的痛了怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得你不懂了说好的幸福呢我错了泪干了放手了后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢曲周杰伦歌词提供再兴怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了我都还记得为什么这时候忍心离我而去

2008-08-20T18:39:00.001+08:00

happy happy happy birthday darling mrs lim. =)loves.

2008-08-01T02:34:00.002+08:00

i..miss..you.history repeating itself.the feel to keep deep down in our heart.. no one shall reveal that.

2008-07-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

我们的开始是很长的电影放映了三年我票都还留着冰上的芭蕾脑海中还在旋转望着你慢慢忘记你朦胧的时间我们溜了多远冰刀划的圈起了谁改变如果再重来会不会稍嫌狼狈爱是不是不开口才珍贵再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得记得你叫我忘了吧记得你叫我忘了吧你说你会哭不是因为在乎

2008-07-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

thanks for the greetings...take care:)

2008-07-12T00:09:00.000+08:00

hesitating to message or not..never the less...i think i would wish to say.happy birthday baby.

2008-07-08T15:14:00.004+08:00

dun understand.why would you regret when you'd lost the person?why when she put down her pride and asked you back,you ignore her?why treat her so harshly, made her cry like shit,yet still say love her?my pride got no value. i cried for my love, but my love left me alone.my love told me, there's still lovebut...where are you when i needed you most?suffering alone.. misery alone..never ever will

2008-07-06T23:34:00.001+08:00

am back!=) i realise.. i forgot to paste in what i replied you. haha. not too late.. there you go.meet up with darling and im so excited the whole day before we met. haha. well, every point now is a learning point to us. as time goes, our age and path of life lead us to join the workforce. this is something that you cant stop but to face it bravely. that's the fact. the fact that we need to face

2008-07-04T12:58:00.000+08:00

"mummy miss daddy." gaigai said.

2008-07-03T15:59:00.001+08:00

why something aint meant to be said?why hurt me deeply and say love me still?why so harsh to me and say for my own good?why let me cry alone and cry alone too?why are we so stubborn?andcan someone just tell me why?

2008-06-30T15:33:00.004+08:00

YEAH!! Finally met up with Mrs Neo!! =) For the 1st time that I can remember, I waited for Mrs Neo to knock off.. =) Alone in starbucks, drinking my current fav coffee and eating my pathetic lunch.. I realised how amusing life can be! Everyday seems to be a learning point for me and I just had to learn and grow.. Well probably that's life isn't it? I'm anticipated to join the workforce yet at the

2008-06-01T18:13:00.004+08:00

i miss my darling mrs lim badly. meet up meet up!!and ..my ever most irritating sunzi....MISS LOTS.

2008-05-30T03:45:00.003+08:00

i said enough. dun go on further.dun assume what kind of person i think you are.if it's that easy to simply rub it off, the past 5 yrs will be a waste.my love for you is true.if you think it's fake, den just take it that i can simply rub you off my memories.maine.. simply, stop being stubborn and childish!yes. came to a conclusion after some thoughts. i dun wish to make things that bad till the

2008-05-27T02:46:00.003+08:00

you know... even she said that earlier, you think i'll leave you for her? am i that kind of person to you? if i aint loving you enough, why shld i suffer every down point with you? wny shld i go thru all the hardship with you?yes. over is over. i din wana say everything and who's the one that force me to say? i said i dun wish to bring up right? your love for me.. i felt that before. saying you

2008-05-26T22:54:00.003+08:00

im not blaming anyone or costing anyone any trouble. since she love u since the past 5 years le.. den good.. she's the one for u.. ya rite... den go for it.. i'll wish u two happiness... i say le... over is over but why still wan to drag the past and say it again n again...?? i already admit im the one hurting u in the past ... im the one telling all the lies to u... being with u for 4 years plus

2008-05-26T13:14:00.002+08:00

your white lies... wanting me to understand when it hurt me so much? close friend to be? after so much hurt? i think im really being very strong to accept everything that you said and done le.. if you think it gonna be easy for my position, it means you never love me enough.your best solution is called 'running away'. is your phone to contact. your decision to msg. your decision to call. not me.

2008-05-26T10:06:00.002+08:00

im jus sick and tired explaining and define myself anymore... i had tok to u ytd le.. if im really so bad towards u, den hate me ba.. im not being harsh to u anymore.. trying hard to be close to u again so i can be comfortable being friends with u again?? but i think im wrong, is it u can never be my friend?? or i really must MIA from u for a moment ?? till u really can let go of me le den we can

2008-05-26T03:02:00.003+08:00

recall how painful it can be..i stopped myself from thinking and continue my studies...my mind dun seems right.. and it's still pain that i felt. raining now and heaven seems to tear for me... im run out of tears.. it's so painful yet i tear no more. maybe i deserve all these? working hard for the better future.. yes.. a better future when the goals of two became one. i wasnt worth cherishing..

2008-05-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

ahhahhhhhh....my darling went to bkk without me..so so so sad!! sOb!!pack me in your bag. i wana go i wana go i wana go! -pootsexam maddness. MIND me! haha.MISS NXL LOTS!BE BACK QUICK! with lots of GOODIES. =X` mAinez -

2008-05-09T03:38:00.001+08:00

Torn - yes. totally torn.I thought I saw a man brought to lifeHe was warm, he came around like he was dignifiedHe showed me what it was to cryWell you couldnt be that man I adoredYou dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is forBut I dont know him anymoreTheres nothing where he used to lieMy conversation has run dryThats whats going on, nothings fine Im tornIm all out of faith, this

2008-05-09T03:16:00.002+08:00

contented. for once. coz of your love for the angel.appreciated. coz of your pampering for the precious princess.Close my eyes foreverBabyI get so scared inside, and I don't really understandIs it love that's on my mind, or is it fantasyHeavenIs in the palm of my hand, and it's waiting here for youWhat am I supposed to do with a childhood tragedyIf I close my eyes foreverWill it all remain

2008-04-30T00:50:00.002+08:00

Wee, once again i'm back to blog! Managed to get sufficient rest after exam and went to sch for some meetings and stuff. =) Thank you maine darling for ur loving and encouraging poem. =POnce again,I'm being bothered by some1 that I shldn't be even bother with. But I guess wounds dun heal that fast after all.. I always thought that I can control my emo, my thoughts.. But till today, I realised how

2008-04-29T03:49:00.002+08:00

I am told not to expect as expectation brings further disappointment.Base on what kind of expectation caused the most disappointment?Expecting the other party to know what you are thinking when nothing was voiced out? Expecting the other party to understand your doing cause of a 'no choice' reason? Or expecting the other party to bear all the pain just cause of love? Why ppl love? and why do love

2008-04-23T21:26:00.003+08:00

Delicate to my ever dearest Mrs Lim. =)Life can take your dreams and turn them upside down. Friends will talk about you when you're not around. Reality can really cut you down to size.People make you promises they'll never keep. Soon you'll know why people say, 'Talk is cheap!'. Life resembles one big compromise, but don't ever lose that light in your eyes.Keep on shining. Don't lose faith and

2008-04-23T01:54:00.000+08:00

Recall the days we exchange our diary. It's the storybook of our life. Grumbling, back stabbing, gossiping, complaining, sharing and caring. Haha. Realised there's so many changes.The pathway of being an adult. Coping with the mixed feeling we had. Tired and totally wore out but still bear with it to carry on. Almost collapse but yet there will always be you and I to pull each other thru. The ray

2008-04-22T10:31:00.002+08:00

Staying strong isn't a easy path. Coping every feelings, every emotions it tires our body and brain. But for those who loves u wan to see u walking out of the shadow and move on. Like I said, it is hard, but bear with it.. Soon the pain will slowly be gone. (bcuz numb liao =P)At least for u, u are able to face ur own heart. But I can't. From the day,I was terribly hurt, I lost my heart, my senses

2008-04-22T02:21:00.000+08:00

Darling, remembered you once told me that i always thought you're strong den me but deep down you were not. It's just that you chose your life that way you want to and just show it to the person how good life can be. Indeed. Am glad that trust is still around and will always be around. Be it whoever you had in mind that tries to stir things up, doesn't matter anymore. Everyone has their own stand

2008-04-20T15:01:00.003+08:00

for the smile on your face,she smiles.for the happiness you seek,she leave.for the peace you desire,she remain silent.it's not easy to hide behind that mask and not showing out.it's not easy to take it as nothing happen before.it's not easy to move on even though by saying, it's easy.There was a time in my lifeWhen I opened my eyes and there you wereYou were more then a dreamI could reach out and

2008-04-20T15:00:00.000+08:00

Nothing can stop emotionsthat run down the sides of your faceWish i could change this moment toanother time and placeNothing you say can move meI've chosen the road that I'm onI have to join the fight for freedomuntil the war is wonWe will keep the faith between usif we only tryWe will keep the truth inside uslove will never lieSomeone will always hear youCare about you when you cryBut no one can

2008-04-20T14:30:00.002+08:00

well said..i like it..haha..yup.. im glad that u told me the truth too..being betray is not a bad thing too?? cos at least i know who's good and bad surround me... thanks for the trust u given me.. cos i know there's still someone i know trusted me..hmmmm...thanks for telling and remind me who she is now... the gal i used to love... i finally realised she reli grown up and move on le.. she no

2008-04-19T13:31:00.003+08:00

Finally we met. The separate made us realised the growth and I'm really glad to see u grow up. It made me really less worried bcuz I know that U will stay strong..So many things happened and I'm glad that trust is still ard and will always be ard. For the one who tries to stir things up, will get karma and i always believe so. But at least I learnt a great lesson ar. Human can be so evil to do

2008-04-18T03:32:00.002+08:00

i'll make myself recover.wipe away my tears and look ahead.i'll only considering else ppl when love ends.*she's your choice and glad for you. =) be happy always and take care.`mAinez -

2008-04-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

the happiness you want,i cant give.someone had replace the me in your heart.=)no longer the angel you love.no longer the princess you adore.wishing you all the best in everything you do.the expectation aint there.wishes didn't come thru.angel left with a smile.smile of her past.angel left with her tears.tears roll for her only love.nth to describe.nth to understand.her devil.. refuse to

2008-04-10T00:10:00.001+08:00

Love, i see forever in your eyesI can see heaven in your smileAnd when i hold you closeI don't want to let goBecause deep in my soul i knowYou are the only light i seeYour love means everything to meI know that we'll never part'cause you'll always be in my heartIf the sun, should refuse to riseAnd the moon, doesn't hang in the nightThe tides won't change, seasons rearrangeWhen the world is

2008-04-08T14:26:00.002+08:00

Its been hard for u. I heard ur voices crying out for a tiny bit of love! Struggling through the reason, ensuring the mask was perfect.. deep down, the struggle was useless, the mask was broken.. The pain was revealed!Sometimes you wondered, have fate ended just like that.. U can't believe what u've received.. All u need was the Truth.. The assurance that u've been seeking for..Cruelty.. Going

2008-04-08T02:26:00.003+08:00

babyAngel delication to her forever babyDevil.女:爱爱爱爱了几回也明白其中滋味付出的从来不会等于收回我却还在等待着谁能出现男:伤伤伤伤了几回也曾经为爱憔悴爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈我却还是学不会狠心对谁女:男人男人多希望你是好人多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼男:女人女人我答应做个好人我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生女:爱爱爱爱了几回也明白其中滋味付出的从来不会等于收回我却还在等待着谁能出现男:伤伤伤伤了几回也曾经为爱憔悴爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈合:我却还是学不会狠心对谁女:男人男人多希望你是好人多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼男:女人女人我答应做个好人我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生女:男人男人多希望你是好人多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼男:女人女人我答应做个好人合:不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等你就是我等的那个人男:男人男人女:女人女人合:多么希望你是对的人

2008-04-08T02:20:00.000+08:00

i blog whatever i felt at the very right point of time.i seriously hate myself to bitch and cry when i saw you blogging 'dear'.as said... the 'dear' you call.. no longer is me.just imagine im calling someone else 'baby' and the person i call.. is not you.but this will never happen.again.im back to normal.facing you as per normal. talk to you as per normal. but without my sa jiaoing. i seek myself

2008-04-06T12:59:00.004+08:00

choosing to bear the pain silently.i walked away.the 'dear' you mentioned, no longer the angel.the one you 'miss' is your 'dear'?the one you 'love' is your 'dear'?HAHA.laughed.bitch abt me den. i felt myself being a bitch. i hate hate hate myself! i hate myself for giving in. i hate myself for choosing to believe. i hate myself for not treating you as a jerk. i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate

2008-04-06T03:07:00.000+08:00

When I'm with you,eternity is a step away,my love continues to grow,with each passing day.This treasure of love,I cherish within my soul,how much I love you...you'll never really know.You bring a joy to my heart,I've never felt before,with each touch of your hand,I love you more and more.Whenever we say goodbye,whenever we part,know I hold you dearly,deep inside my heart.So these seven words,I

2008-04-05T18:07:00.002+08:00

maine not crying. cannot cry anymore.it needs courage to believe. it needs determination not be affected by everyone saying and just believe in you. i did it.. but you choose to believe in others say.=(emo-ing. unhappy. sad. my dictionary appearing all these words when im feeling not trusted. i am still who i am. TRUST is still what I want.. even though den. =)happy. content. smile. my dictionary

2008-04-02T05:23:00.002+08:00

hmm...i think reli alot of things had change le ba.. im still the one or not .. i guess not impt anymore le ba..i dun wish to explain or say anything anymore.. cos things had changed every day..i jus hoping everyone here.. my dearest friends.. everyone can get their happiness and all the best in anything u guys are doing , no doubt in r/s or health... career.. family.. and lastly, we muz keep in

2008-04-02T01:35:00.000+08:00

yes. i had my down point and i know i have to get over it. it's true. i dun wan to be a loser, bitching, crying and complaining nonstop too. nothing to feel not worth about coz i once truly love the person and i believe the person once truly love me. maybe the love still remain, but it just can't continue. testing my patience and determination... maybe ba. it's the stage of growing up and i know

2008-03-31T17:15:00.003+08:00

Finally, I'm here to blog! Sorry been really busy to updates and speak to u lately. Yes indeed, alot of things happened and I felt the change in all of us. Maybe it is the growing up process or maybe it is just indivdual us chasing after diff lifestyles..Life will never be smooth and struggles are always part of our lives. Yes we always say, WE need to be STRONGER.. But how strong is stronger? I

2008-03-27T20:17:00.002+08:00

had been years never log in to here le... everything seem so different now?? i dunno... or is it still the same?? i cant say anything anymore... up to u to decide wat to do...who to be with...move on with ur life without me ba..on the way, u'll find ur happiness...you'll be happier..she's beta den me.. she can take care of u beta den i do ba.. im wishing u 2 all the best with my sincerity.like i

2008-03-27T00:34:00.002+08:00

down point.i wish im not affected.i wish im not silly.i wish im not stupid.i wish im naive forever.i have the NEED to recover. recover from the heartache and pain.scar will leave with me forever. and it gonna be a huge deep scar.'mainez-

2008-03-22T16:24:00.003+08:00

yeah. gonna re open this blog for the darling. =)i'll start blogger coz of you k? mrs lim. AHEM.yes. a lot to update... and we promised once.. this blog there will not be lies. and neither am i hiding anything from you. dun wish to find though... like wat we used to do in sec sch.i decided to move on like wat she wan me to do.it really hurt so much to hear your love one saying... 'i dun love you

2006-11-05T02:56:00.000+08:00

she know im having my tp... she jus ask me if im pass or fail... i jus reply her...cos i jus treated her as friend now... i dun wish to explain myself anymore le... u wan to believe me or not... is up to u... i can say... me and her now... is totally nothing le!!im tired of saying abt her le.. seriously...pls...let me know ther's onli the 2 of us ya...dun drag any1 in anymore...i know u are

2006-10-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

yes... u still the one i love...on wat i had done... i had explain...i had say wat i wanna say...if the final decision is tat we still together??pls... dun be unhappy anymore...cos... no matter wat...im still here with u...

2006-10-25T05:15:00.000+08:00

we are the pathetic souls.and we alway left with no choice. i hate the world. i hate myself. i hate everything.my eyes that swollen. i had lost count on the numbers of tears that had roll down.im tired too. but i still hold on. holding on to something that have no future. but it's my love. and i really wish to hold on.am i selfish?am i not being understanding enough?am i...?i cant even confirm am

2006-10-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

I've locked my blog up already. I cannot take it anymore. I've no freedom to write anything. I've no where to vent my feelings at.. So I lock it up.. At least, I can write my thinking and feelings there, w/o anyone saying me. I'm tired of it.. So this is to inform u all that I've lock it up.Every2 has their own problems, learn to take it easy. After u have vent ur anger or wadeva, juz rem to

2006-09-24T08:54:00.000+08:00

i want the one that treat me like a princess.i want the one that dote me more than anyone.i want the one that never make me cry.i want the one that understand me the best.i want the one that xin teng me.i want the one that give me to me.i want the one that wun scold me.i want the one that will never throw temper on me.i want the one that treat me the best.i want the one that love me the most.but

2006-09-24T08:32:00.000+08:00

ya. look at the time. i dun wish to wake up so early too. i end work yest at 2. went for supper, reach home ard 4. when to bed ard 6.awake by the alarm. wake you up for work. you did not wake up and alarm keep ringing. i even passed you my hp which alarm is still ringing but you still din wana wake up. until you mum call den you finally wake up.so.. it's around 8+ and you just rushed out of my

2006-09-23T14:57:00.000+08:00

darling. no worries. you are not a failure. it's just that i chose to keep quiet. nth much to comment but just my grumbling.. ya.. it's like the past and i see my past again. karma? i believe. though dont deserve this karma.. but still some how or so.. i felt it again. the pain will never go away. the heartache too.growing up is a pain. and i got to admit, i hate growing up. the adult world to

2006-09-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

I nv knew that U'll post ur entry here. I shld actually think of it and read it rite? so that U wun be suffering the whole thing again like the past. I read thru, I felt ur pain and I realised how much I've done for u. I did so little, I was upset with myself. Y din I be there right away for u. I've met the min requirements only. Darling, I'm always here for u and my mobile will b 24hrs on.

2006-09-15T07:37:00.000+08:00

thanks for being clever enough to delete away the conversation with her. it made me feel retarded enough. but i choose to keep quiet still.who is the one that made you fan? i dont know anymore. it's me ma? or just someone else out there.what so worry? she is there. she would not leave you alone. just one word from you, she will fly to your side. and what am i? just someone super extra.though pics

2006-09-02T04:50:00.000+08:00

things, never the same.me, no longer the same girl.you, no longer the same person.she seems more impt den me.and am i clinging on to you instead?the patch back was not due to love? is due to i never throw temper and i never mood swing?i shall den continue to be a bitch.why even let me survive?no longer living like a human. no longer the sweet lady.I HATE MYSELF.for being clever enough to explore

2006-07-09T19:16:00.000+08:00

im going crazy in any moment. my heart cant take it anymore. it hurts so so so much.i duno what im going to do next. i duno i duno!back to secondary sch.. i took a pen knife, intending to hurt myself. but no point. it wun be as painful as how my heart is now. and it will just made my parent worry and get scolding.so.. i used the most interesting way. finishing all my medicine.i wish i can sleep

2006-07-09T07:52:00.000+08:00

i brought everything to an end le.i step out le. but the bitchy me still keep bothering you.so sorry. ignore me. i will be fine.you will get your happiness without me, therefore im returning our memories to you.the bday party was great right? almost all you wanted turned up. i think im the one messing everything up. i noe i shld not. but somehow i did still.sorry.hope you like the windbreaker.

2006-07-07T03:55:00.000+08:00

to me.. you will never change??liar!! liar!!it's not me anymore!!!NOT ME~

2006-07-06T07:47:00.000+08:00

i noe. i had been throwing temper lately.i felt so insecured. knowing that you are still by my side, but i felt so like a 3rd party. i noe i shld cherish whatever i have now. including you. but... i cant bring myself to forget that there's another person exist in your life too.if i were to give up everything... remain everything as it is.. will things be better?and will i be happy?and will we get

2006-07-04T05:29:00.000+08:00

yest.. i saw your hp msg. knowing that i shld not be seeing your msg.. but still.. i went to SEE!!from: dearmsg: dar.. wo hao xiang ni..so sweet ar..maybe i shld reallt step out ya. i felt so guilty. you had a great gf with you now. why shld i be involve? i shld not step in again to create misery to you or her. im the one hurting you in the first place.. she's the one curing your sadness. i shld

2006-06-27T05:03:00.000+08:00

i felt like some bloodly idiot bitch that get up in the middle of the night, cry like no one business to be cared.had a terrible day. super tired of EVERYTHING. i mean it.. everything.tired of hiding the real me behind the smile. i felt so fake. i dun wish to cry. i wished to be happy. but it's not easy. i dun wish to be a burden to anyone. i dun wish to be a bad gal. i dun wish to be a playful

2006-06-21T01:38:00.000+08:00

things will never be back to the same anymoreheavenlove is gone..my love is gone too...so tired...tired...tired...wat am i going to do next??going on with my life with her..love is so hurting...when i can let go of it n never think of it again??can i stay in coma??i think tats will be beta...it will be the last time le ba..so sorry........baby

2006-05-13T04:21:00.000+08:00

hate.. is not the way... to end...i got my freedom and you got yours too.the way you want it to be isnt it?den.. end it the way you wan it to be..still friend isnt it?still will be there for each other isnt it?that the agreement we agreed on.. isnt it?

2006-05-10T22:28:00.000+08:00

u dun haf to hate me anymore... u're not mine anymore!!! this is wat u wan all along!! ur FREEDOM, ur everything... i had given u back to u!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

i never wanted be a bad personhow i wish i always can be wif ubut i dunno how todragging on together like now will be the best way out ma?i dun wan to see u unhappyneither do i wan to leave ubut do i have a chioce?seeing you happy is wat i wan to seeif now u are happy with ur life..of cos, i'll still respect ur decision to our lifethanks for everything...

2005-12-02T13:04:00.000+08:00

like whenever there's problem, this blog is the main site to grumble all out.nothing much to grumble.i dun wish to complain.im tired.so are you.be it the way you want it to be.wish you happiness.i respect your decision.and thanks for not respecting me.thanks for "trying" to be the bad person.but i noe, i am the evil one.

2005-09-10T11:39:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. I din know that ur situation had bcum so bad!! -huggies- dun be sad k? i'll b there for u de.. THough i'm having my exams, but no worries after my exam, i'm free to hear ur story k? i din expect them to b so guo fan!! i mean if they wanna b ur fren, they shld not do this kind of thing, Fren = accept strength and weakness.. If they are looking for FUN, they are not meant for u.. cuz they

2005-09-07T15:18:00.000+08:00

looks like i can only blog here ya... hmMmm.. recently something "annoying", "irritating" and "dishearting" happened.. maybe because they dont understand me bah... i wonder... am i so hard to understand?the so called good friends.. are they really good friends? when im sad.. they are not there.. when i need them, they are not there.. wondering.. being straight forward is a "wrong"? or being

2005-09-07T02:44:00.000+08:00

ling.. why din call me and tell me about it.. silly gal.. is ur decision.. no one can stop you from being your way ya.. is not that i encourage you to break up with him or wat ya.. it's just that.. i want you to be yourself and do what you want to do.. not allowing him to decide for you.. understand?if you realised.. i did not post up my blog.. after your exam den we talk about it k.. =)

2005-09-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

oh manx.. i haven been blogging for such a long time le.. WEll, i did read the contain here and there.. still i din hv the time to blog.. sorry peeps.. maybe by den u read my this entry, i dunno is everything gg to over for me not..??This is my exam period, i'm pretty stress over it cuz i'm not doing well in sch for this yr and as u all know i'm aiming to go Uni.. Which is my current dream.. and

2005-07-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

why promise when you dun even noe can you keep your promises?you noe i hate ppl who break my promise.. why even promise when you are unsure about urself?im not angry.. juz feeling a little hUrt..i noe i need to grow up and face the society life.. i noe i need to have a bf.. i noe i will have a family.. but cant you see?? im dragging??why would i drag wen i noe there's no ending?why?jus simply coz

2005-07-04T16:36:00.000+08:00

i didnt know all this all along...so wat i say is right too!!U say i'm a liar??u say i dun understand u at all??is all fine!!from e day we back together ,i'll show u how much changes i'll be...i'll do wat u like me to do!!u say wat i do in e past is all shit!!i'll sure STOP doing all tis le!!a person with no temper at all then call a gd stead to u??fine...i'll be like tat then...i can tell u

2005-06-22T04:35:00.000+08:00

IM NEVER A HAPPY GAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shit you!!! stop talking BIG when you cant even take all this!!!!STOP SAYING you will be there for me!!STOP STOP STOP!!!STOP all these!!!STOP LOVING ME!!loving me will just make you sad and cry!!!loving me is the most horrible thing in ur life!ADMIT IT!!!im never the gal that changes you!!

2005-06-22T04:22:00.000+08:00

why you know im suffering yet you dun understand me?i know the feeling aint good. but i thought you shld spare a thought for me?i dun wish to quarrel.. i dun wish to cry.. but why am i always crying ALONE?the feeling is horrible.. i need to hide how i feel. i need to be strong. i need to do the right thing? but to you, im alwayz doing the wrong thing!!since you say as if you are suffering, why

2005-06-21T16:36:00.000+08:00

HMMMm...i think tis blog is rotten le ar....is not i didnt cum here online worz...i didnt even knew e password is change ar...yeah,i may not being free to come online but i know u ppl still excists....i miz ling..hs ya...faster meet up soon kk..my dear...i know u suffer alot last year being with me...i know u feel tat i had change even till now ba...i may not be e same old kriz like e last 2years

2005-01-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time, I've post anything. lolz.. Seriously, I dunno wad to post.. Life is still the same for me, only the fact the we are getting more and more busy le. Our gatherings are becoming lesser le.. It seems that we have drifted from each other.. Esp HS.. She really missing manx.. din jio us out or make effort to meet us? I only know that she has been at home since she graduated.. My

2004-11-29T10:49:00.000+08:00

been sometime ever since i update this blog..... there's just too many unhappy stuffs tat happened recently... seriously... im falling apart soon... i stayed up late and woke up rather early today. i make my effort to wake up at 5+ just to make a morning call for you. but why didnt you appreciate it and wake up late again? im afraid that you cant wake up, therefore i called to wake you up. but

2004-11-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

the chioest!! =)

2004-11-16T14:39:00.000+08:00

its been a long time tat i update the blog ar. lolz. Though i'm having my holidays, but i'm too lazy to post and was working the other time. wahaha.. love the new layout done by maine. -huggies- now no longer working, been slacking quite alot and think i'm getting fatter cuz got tummy liao. need to slim down a lit on my tummy manx.. cannot afford to have tummy, look so ugly. -vain- but tat's

2004-10-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

feel tat something is missing.. but duno wat am i missing.... doing my assignment and i fall aslp in between.. bet my babyDevil is sleeping now.. shall not disturb her bah... well... i got a lonely feeling.... DUN FEEL LYK GOIN TO SCH!!! ahhhhhh.... anyway.. guess the something is missing in me is my darling mei ya.. sorry wasnt able to call u back tat day.. coz it was rather late wen i got

2004-10-19T01:58:00.000+08:00

time to change the template.. a new look for tis blog.. well.. hope ling lyk it.. and hope it will brighten up her day a little... haiz... life is so unpredictable.. love is oso the same.. if given a chance.. will u choose her back again?? i dun even noe it myself.. feeling so stress and stuff.. im not being unhappy wif dear dear.. guess.. im juz giving myself too much stress to be the right

2004-10-15T16:20:00.000+08:00

Exams are over this mon, now gg to prepare for the supp papers manx.. lolz. 100% wun do well for the papers.. well juz blame myself ba.. anyway, wed went chomp chomp to celebrate PJ bday la.. quite alrite la.. except the part in the afternoon.. went for some damn interview (being forced by mum) but lolz end up i din wan tat job.. waste my time only.. too tired and no mood to work at this moment

2004-10-05T13:42:00.000+08:00

back to bLog again.. had my MA and OM papers le.. 2 more to go and meaning holidays are approaching.. MA was pretty ok cuz all the qns came out as wad i had expected la.. but OM was a disaster.. MCQ and theory was a killer.. hope dun need to take supp paper sia.. *sigh* next paper on SAT and last paper on MON.. hopefully can pass manx.. guess i'm not hardworking enuff ba.. haiz.. slack to much..

2004-09-29T01:50:00.000+08:00

yeapx.. it's true tat we are really too busy wif our own life le.. but no matter wat.. we muz stay as close as before k.. =) Hello.. ling!! STOP SKIPPING SCH AND SLACKING.. EXAM COMING!!! WAKE UP!! study realy hard k.. =) dun worry.. and save the tym to study instead of worry.. will have more time to study le rite?? im having holidays now.. till oct 10.. so call me out anytime lor.. well.. i

2004-09-28T11:46:00.000+08:00

Hello.. this blog really kena abandon super long sia. well perhaps we are too busy to update each other's life ba. well.. alot of things happened during this period la. and i dunno wad i've been doing oso.. skip sch like no1 business and slack. and now kinda unable to catch up with sch work. and my exam is only next week. i've got so many things to catch up. damn worry for myself. As for her, i

2004-08-15T09:24:00.000+08:00

wah kaoz.. i saw the list of qns the survey asked.. i sian half till i dun wana do le lor.. ahahaha.. seriously.. i will sure be the first till the last to laugh till i pengz if my big hello kitty fan become one of her "predicted career". tis is funny.. but den.. she can be somehow a stockbroker ya.. she got the pattern.. and she is LOUD in a way!! ahaha.. opPs.. =X im busy too.. i juz finish my

2004-08-14T14:34:00.000+08:00

Extroverted (E) 53.13% Introverted (I) 46.88% Realistic (S) 52.78% Imaginative (N) 47.22% Intellectual (T) 59.26% Emotional (F) 40.74% Organized (J) 51.43% Easygoing (P) 48.57% Your type is: ESTJ > You are an Administrator, possible professions include - government employee, pharmaceutical sales, auditor, computer analyst, technical trainer,

2004-07-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

oh well finally i got the time to update ar.. been really busy with sch.. term test is ard the corner and yes.. i'm still slacking as usual.. despite dun understand a single subject. lalala.. juz excited abt my bday present la. although still got quite a long time to come. but i juz can help to think wad m i gg to receive, esp i'm turning 18.. can go chinablack, zouk, dlb O.. lalala.. m excited

2004-07-26T01:38:00.000+08:00

darling mei.. heex.. so sorrie.. really damn busy and really no time for each other sia.. sadded... was actually looking forward to meet u on thur.. but.. u juz suddenly have lesson.. haiz.. was actually wanting to go shop shop wif u.. and buy stuff for u de.. anyway.. i bought u something.. heex.. i tink u will lyk it.. coz u told me.. u lyk mine.. ahaha.. anyway.. sch sux lor.. im so busy wif

2004-07-20T14:50:00.000+08:00

hello.. now waiting for ally to finish her lec.. damn freaking sian loh. got nth to do.. my mgt sci hmwk suckx can!! i cannot figure out the sum. wTF. anyway, life in sch is much better cuz got pple to talk to me and irritate me. sometimes irritation can bring joy, better den alone rite?? wahaha.. but he is reallly irritating and he gets onto my nerves. but he do keep me laughing when i'm bored

2004-07-18T15:43:00.000+08:00

hey hey....long time no blog le ya...been very bz ya...hmmm....saw ur personal blog jus now...feeling very werid cos wat kind of stead am i ar??i didnt even know u're not feeling gd...yet u feel sad or depress i didnt even know nor i knew e reason why????i reli dunno wat makes u feel so depress nowadays...mayb me,giving u too much stress??or wat??haiz...sob sob...y everything oso dun tell me...if

2004-07-12T08:17:00.000+08:00

oh well.. my darling ling who is still understress!! ahaha.. i will bully eddy the next time we see her k.. tat will be lyk duno wen le lor.. ahahaha.. wah kaoz.. someone juz REQUEST for pressie lor.. although it is true tat we will give la.. but but but.. as usual my sister here is so "thick-skin"!! hmmpppff... but we love u so much.. of coz.. if can.. we will get the best for u k... juz the

2004-07-11T14:09:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. get to use the com today only. was busy on friday and sat la. FRiday celebrated Kriz bday, Wow was so shAgged tat day loh.. had morning and nite lessons, but wahaha.. as usual i skipped nite class to meet them.. wahaha.. *sHhhh* anYway, did eNjoy at monkS la. although.. got some disputes, afterall everything was fiNE!! wahaha.. i stiLL wannA coMplain..!! EDDY bUlly mE at monks.. lol..

2004-07-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

long time din blog le. well everything isn't gg smoothly ever since sch start.. it've been 3 weeks and i'm still a loner in class.. that pInk bitCH and her clique stared at mE, every1 had a partner in class except mE.. i'm still sitting alone and nobody talked to me.. last week was terrible.. during mgt acc tut, the grp treat mE totally transparent loh. i can't believed it. maybe the class juz

2004-07-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

dear dear..... u sick sick or drunk drunk?? aiyo!! y vomit out?? aiyoyo!! see la.. call u dun drink u still drink so much!! ahem ahem.. ur little princess later ANGRY argH!! heex.. how u noe ur ex wun wan u back?? u will nv noe ritE? ahaha.. =P of coz i will jealous la.. after all.. im ur woman ma.. ahaha.. =X yesh dear dear.. i got u le.. i understand and i noe wat u mean... haiz.. u juz dun

2004-06-29T15:21:00.000+08:00

wAt a day for me...i'm so so so tired,...totally moodness le...whole day working lky fuck sia...sob sob... :( anyway ok la,cos off work le..can relax le n go back rest ya...hmmm... dear dear...plSssss....my ex wont wan me back de lor...even they'll too u should know wat i'll do de lor...being wif me so long le u still dunno me meh???hump!!so....ya dun think so much ya,cos tat is waste of time

2004-06-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

yesh darling.. im fine le.. [hopefully!!] pls.. dun die of stress k.. oh well.. sch starts le.. and i tink im oso going to die coz of stress le.. anyway.. b4 dying of stress.. i will die of missing u too much man!! hiakz.. busy gal.. make time for me!! sObz.. anyway.. it is the course u choose and it is juz the beginning.. dun grumble.. u might lyk it as time goes.. so juz be patient and study

2004-06-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

hEllO.. i'm here to blog again.. oh dear saw maine entrY.. are u alrite girL?? if u are feeling dowN jux give me a call k?? i'll b there for u de.. anYway still sick and it's not getting any better yet!! sobx.. i'm dying of stress le.. dun hav time to rest.. tutorials not getting any better wor.. dunno understand the lecture.. i dun like this courSE.. sobx..!! YTd went see dOC.. took mC wahaha..

2004-06-27T14:10:00.000+08:00

maine invade into some DEVIL BROTHERS's BLOG TODAY!! bish bish bish***!!! yesh.. i SAW EVERYTHING!!! ahem.. bish bish!!! u u U U u u u u...!!!! baby!! how can u do tis to me?? juz din tell me anything.. juz keep everything to urself.. haiz.. wat u wan me to do?? my dear.. u see u see... though i lied, but i lied coz im afraid tat u wun allow me to play.. i noe my limit... but i noe u will